I'm not really moving towards anything right now. I've been binging Invincible, scrolling,
sleeping in, and frankly missing classes. I don't feel a particular way either. It's as if I am
just watching everything pass by like a movie. I am not taking control over my actions. I
am letting my actions take control over me.
One thing that I know for sure is that this has to stop soon. The longer I stay stagnant,
the more used to it I get. I don't want to be complacent in my own life.
I'll preface this with the intention that I want to make the most of my life. I want to
die knowing I helped people and didn't waste my time. I want God to be satisfied with
my deeds.