One other thing is that I began reading an Islamic self-development book. I know the best source will always be the Quran, but I wanted something relatable to read before I began studying it. I want the Muslim organization to become a reality, and this for me, is the first step forward in achieving that.
By next week, I must. I must. I must. I will. I truly will begin the efforts in realizing the organization.
I think I need to quit watching shows soon. It really does seem like I replace one addiction with another. And, I'm hoping if I quit social media, and then shows, maybe I'll get addicted to something more meaningful.
My sister always questioned why I wanted my life to be so void of entertainment. Why I wanted all my actions to be useful. Why I considered social media, television, and video games to be a waste of time.
For as long as I've been conciously aware of my actions, for as long as I could understand what cause and effect truly meant, for as long as I've felt the weight of inaction, I didn't like how much time I spent on the internet. I knew that I could be doing more, seeing more, living more. I owe it to her, little elementary me, and I owe it to myself now to see through to my potential.
Because I truly do believe that I can do anything. As long as I decide it. As long as I trust myself. As long as I put my faith in that goal and truly, truly believe in it. Then, I can do anything. Whatever I set my mind to.
Because I can. Because I'm strong. Because I'm capable. Because I'm smart. Because I'm kind. Because I'm a servant of Allah. Because every reason under the sun. Because why not? Why not believe that I can? Is there really more to achieving a dream but that?
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